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I drew an Indian woman.

Oh.

I rephrase: I attempted drawing an Indian woman. (For my self-esteem’s sake, her name is [conspicuously] withheld.) I was excited, brimming with vim right down to the tips of my toes. I had a new sketchbook, and most of my pencils were obedient. I was mastering shading and blending, lightening and darkening, making wisps and block lines. There was nothing I could not do. I could conquer the world!

The annoying ‘Small girls are young’ had never been this true.

Halfway through the right eye, I wanted to give up.

How I did not, is a complete miracle.







It may be a while before I draw again. 
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